just leave me now

i've changed my whole life for you im still so paranoid about everything you do i cry everyday sometimes even for you i dont even think you love me the way i do .

ive even cut myself a few times to for you .. im probably not what you thought i was .. actually the complete opposite im sure you'd rather have thoese other girls that are pretty, and perky but im not pretty, im not perky im.. emotional im sure your sick of talking to me/ you say you love me but .. i dnt no.

i cover my cuts, im insecure, i sit in the corner crying and you'd rather have that girl with no problems im sure so why dont you just leave me before it gets worse and i start to love you even more than i do .. it would hurt more so just leave me let me leave this world cuz i no if i wasnt here you'd be able to move on in this world happier ..

i love you so much .. its to good for words but i feel like your keeping things from me .. i no i sound like a pathetic loser.. but its how i feel inside so i guess im just a loser with no life it kills me inside knowing you loved other girls rather than me and you loved someone and she didnt .. and u still did and you talk to her everyday and now i hate her its painfull to my heart, im just garbage .. dirt

i dont deserve you at all . your so sweet the greatest person ive met in my life im a bitch, im cold. careless but not with you .. <3 you make me feel the the luckiest person in the world but i shouldnt have you .. your to good for me i deserve someone thats just with me to hurt me so ill cry knowing your falling out of love with me ill stay in my corner alone but even when you leave me ill never love someone as much as i love you ill love you forever, even if you wont .. </3